You know, I'm at a point in my life where I can relate to a this quite a bit. x_x It's so hard, but apparently it's something everyone goes through at some point? I'm not just talking about being gay... but like, discovering new things about yourself, struggling with aspects of who you are, maybe trying to overcome insecurities... I dunno. I've been struggling spiritually and with my GAD... gosh GAD makes day-to-day functioning SO much more difficult than it should be. But yeah, I'm pretty sure just about everyone has had/ is having these feelings at some point.

I feel sometimes like I'm stuck in a sinkhole, not sure where to go with my life or HOW I'm going to get anywhere. I get the impression you're in somewhat of your own sinkhole from this poem. (Which was a pleasure to read btw.)

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AAAAAAAUGH DIANE YES <3

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Yeah. I despise change. I've never gotten along well with change. I always feel a bit like I just got dumped on my head whenever big things change in my life.

Right now I don't quite know whether I feel confident in myself or not... Half of me feels great, because I feel like something /clicked/, like I actually understand myself... and the other half of me feels like, I dunno... like I've hit a dead.

Anywho, it's nice to know someone can relate on some level. <3 (If you don't mind my asking... what exactly would GAD be? *brick'd* I can't for the life of my figure it out. I'm probably just being braindead, and it'll be obvious as soon as you say it. XD)

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*cling*

...call me oblivious, but Diane is not entirely sure what Nat is "yes"-ing to? o~o; *brick'd*

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because this is like "YES RIGHT ON THE DOT"
-shot-
not like "YESSSSSSW OOOLOVESON:

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I don't much like change either, but without it you'll never grow up. x_x;

Ooo, it's good when things click. Unfortunately I haven't had one of those clicking moments in a long time. I need one bad. *has no idea of what I wanna do when I'm older and already completed one year of higher education* o_o;

Generalized anxiety disorder. Don't worry, I didn't know what it was either before I was diagnosed with it.

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Okie. <3

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Indeed. D8 Arghblaaaah... stupid necessary change. XP

Clicking moments are good. Kinda double-edged swords, though, because they usually result in change... I've had plenty, lately. It's a little overwhelming, really, but a relief at the same time... y'know what I mean?

Oooh~ Dude, I probably shoulda known that, because I'm like... a dictionary of mental health related diagnoses. D8 Butyeah... anxiety and depression and stuff are no fun to deal with. x.x I dealt with a bunch of depression-junk back in like... 9th grade. Yuckyuckyuck. It's still kinda there, off and on every so often, but I've learned to deal with stress a bit better and I don't have like... 13-year-old-hormones-of-doom going on anymore, so it's nowhere near as bad.

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I think its nice. Again, I can relate to this somewhat. I went through this very confusing thing in middle school, that now that it's over, has left me wondering where I am right now. :c Not to mention, it's just like middle school is repeating right now... Not just in that fact, but as I have to find someone new to hang out with because everyone else is deserting me for others which makes me angsty again. I don't like change, but I want there to be a change from middle school to high school in repetition of events. Anyway, I hope you feel better. <3

Lovely poem, as usual. c:

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